It did not matter if I were happy living in the box, because if I stayed there, eventually I would die and then would be happy forever. I saw many otherpeople living in their boxes in misery, but they too believed they would eventuallydie and be happy.
This is the daydreaming trap. Work ends, and your energy starved body and mind drift off into activities like television, or indulging in junk food or alcohol. When you are done, you are exhausted, and feel guilty or ashamed of the time wasted.
Lunar Eclipses are good for shadow work and deep inner healing. They bring to the surface many hidden emotions that have yet to be worked through. Much of the time it is fear that struggles to be communicated and healed.
So when you think your inner child healing work is done, it’s probably only just begun. And remember that you probably have fragmented inner children like me, all waiting for you to come and help them feel safe, loved, understood.